Monday, June 1, 2009

& the world spins madly on

As of Saturday night, my nomadship with LiNK officially ended. There were times that I was looking so forward to that evening, not because I hated what I did, but because I just wanted reality to start again & have my normal life back. Now, I don't know how I feel. I am excited to get my life back in order, however a part of me feels so empty. I just spent the last three months dedicating everyday to this organization and spreading awareness of the North Korean humanitarian crisis, to now doing what?... looking for a job? sleeping on my mother's couch? being broke? I guess I just need to find my place again. I am grateful because on June 15th I start my new internship with LiNK as the Artist Relations intern. That position will look so different from what I just did. It will only be two days in the office and the rest will be on the side. I am excited for it though.

Don't get me wrong, I am excited to get my life in order and to find my place; it's just not as exciting as I thought it would be. I guess I'll give it more time.

I have been listening to this band called "the weepies" a lot lately [thanks to my girl, Carolyn!] & it is just beautiful, simple music that makes me so happy. I am listening to this song called "Can't go back now" & I love the lyrics.
"In the end the only steps that matter are the ones you take all by yourself"

I love that.

you&me, walk on, walk on, walk on, you can't go back now.

So true. So that is what I will be working on, walking on.

5 comments:

  1. AH! FAVORITE SONG! thats the one i made you listen to in the car because its my favorite and describes my life!! I was walking in monopoly land yesterday and i was going to text you but it was pouring and i didnt want my phone to break anymore than it already is...but i wanted to tell you I MISS YOU!!!! a Cali trip is SO in order!

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  2. oh carolyn! i love you girl. you are so precious! yes, please come to the west soon!!! <3 hope you are well.

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  3. i want to hear the weepies!

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  4. no you dont meg, the weepies suck. sorry bren. but ill stick by this, like you stood by joanna newsome

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  5. Hey, heard the news about the North Korean journalists being released and thought of you! Seems like a great time to be a part of your organization because it is a perfect time for awareness raising. You should blog about what you are doing this summer! See you soon hopefully!

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